I am the author of my life..

Aashiqii Be Dilii Se Mushkil Hai

2011-10-30T02:04:00.000-07:00

aashiqii be-dilii se mushkil hai

phir muhabbat usii se mushkil hai

ishq aaGaaz hii se mushkil hai

sabr karanaa abhii se mushkil hai

ham aasaa.N hai.n aur hamaare liye

dushmanii dostii se mushkil hai

jis ko sab be-vafaa samajhate ho.n

bevafaa_ii usii se mushkil hai

ek do duusare se sahel na jaan

har ko_ii har kisii se mushkil hai

tuu baa-zid hai to jaa 'Faraz' magar

vaapasii us galii se mushkil hai

Meri Her Nazar Teri Muntazir......

2010-12-29T21:22:00.000-08:00

Meri Her Nazar
Teri Muntazir
Teri Her
Nazar Kisi Aur Ki

Meri Zindagi
Teri Bandagi
Teri Zindagi
Kisi Aur Ki

Kabhi Waqt Jo Mile Tujhe
Zara AA K Dekh
Mere Haal Ko,
Meri Her Ghari Tere Liye
Teri Her Ghari Kisi Aur Ki

Mujhe Sirf Teri Talab Thi
Par Jane Kion
Tu Na Mila!!
"TU" Usay Mila Mere Sanam
Jisay Thee Talab Kisi Aur Ki......

I 'm still in love with you

2010-07-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

I read it somewhere.I like it,so i am sharing it here.

Why do i wake up every morning with you in my mind?
even though i know you don't even remember me..
may be b'cos..Why do i spend my day every second thinking of you?
though i know you don't think of me
may be b'cos..
Why do every moment i want see you raising higher & higher
even though i know that i'm going down
may be b'cos..
why do i live my life wanting to give you every happiness
and doesn't think of my happiness
may be b'cos..
Why do i breath everyday to wipe away your tears and trying to make you smile
knowing you can't see the tears falling from me
may be b'cos...
why do all my dreams are filled with you
when i know you don't dream of me
may be b'cos..
Why do i always want to listen to you
even when i know you wouldn't listen to me
may be b'cos..
why do i still remember you
knowing you have forgotten me
may be b'cos..
why am i still holding on
when i know i have to let go
may be b'cos..

may be b'cos.. no matter what i'm still in love with you

Life is like a tossing of coin..!!

2009-11-01T19:44:00.000-08:00

Everyone wants to live peaceful life in which he wants to fullfill his deaires.He faces so obstacles in his way.Some have the courage to fight with obstacles,destroy the obstacles,while others are destroyed by the obstacles.

Life is like a tossing of a coin, in which you may get head or tail.Two options are possible either you win or you lose.When you win this toss of life you are the happiest person.When you lose it,you feel very sad.Dont worry if today you lose,tomorrow you will win.Problems are the necessary part of the journey of life,you have the courage to face them.Live life as today is your last day.Live life to the fullest.Have a good journey of life…May you win the toss alwayz

Supna

2009-10-10T16:31:00.000-07:00

ਉਸਨੇ ਕਿਹਾ
ਤੇਰਾ ਸੁਪਨਾ ਕੀ ਏ ?
ਮੈਂ ਕਿਹਾ…..
ਮੇਰੇ ਬਹੁਤ ਸੁਪਨੇ ਨੇ

ਉਸਨੇ ਹੱਸ ਕੇ ਕਿਹਾ
ਮਤਲਬ ਤੇਰਾ ਕੋਈ ਸੁਪਨਾ ਈ ਨਹੀਂ ਏ

ਫਿਰ ਪਤਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਕਦੋਂ
ਓਹ ਮੇਰਾ ਸੁਪਨਾ ਬਣ ਗਈ
ਪਰ
ਨਾ ਉਸਨੇ ਫਿਰ ਕਦੇ ਪੁਛਿਆ
ਤੇ ਨਾ ਮੈਂ ਦੱਸਿਆ
ਕਿ ਮੇਰਾ ਸੁਪਨਾ ਕੀ ਏ

ਤੇ ਹੁਣ ਉਹ ਨਹੀਂ ਏ
ਮੇਰੇ ਕੋਲ
ਉਹਦਾ ਸੁਪਨਾ ਹਾਲੇ ਵੀ ਏ

ਤੇ ਓਹੀ ਸਵਾਲ
ਮੈਂ ਹਰ ਕਿਸੇ ਨੂੰ
ਪੁਛਦਾ ਰਹਿਨਾ
ਤੇਰਾ ਸੁਪਨਾ ਕੀ ਏ?

Gham Is kadar mila hai.....

2009-09-28T08:57:00.001-07:00

Gham is kadar mila hai mujko,k piya nahi jata...
keh do k laut aa bina uske ab jiya nahi jata...

jise apna kaha dhoka usne diya,
kaun hai begana fark kiya nahi jata...

mili thi mujhe to kiye the vade hazaar,
vaad ab koi kiya nahi jata...

ik bar karke ikrar,
ab inkaar humse kiya nahi jata...

ruke hain kadam vahi jahan chod gaye the,
wapis aaja ab aur intzaar kiya nahi jata...

log kehte hain ab wo teri nahi,
praya keh k v jiya nahi jata...

hota hai ishq zindagi mein kisi ek se,
ye dil bar bar kisi ko diya nahi jata...

karte hai dua aapka naam lekar,
naam kisi aur ka liya nahi jata...

manzil the tum meri zindagi ki,
bina manzil rasta tai kiya nahi jata...

karo koi dua "Deep" k liye,
ishq ka koi aur marham kiya nahi jata...

The Weak Week

2009-09-19T04:11:00.000-07:00

It was monday(14 sep) 4 o'clock in the morning i heard a voice,"chalo utho.tyar ho jayo jana hai".I had to go to PTU for some DMC issue.At 6,i reached Bathinda,then i changed the bus and sit in which is going to Moga.Then after having some breakfast,i again took the bus for Jalandhar.I reached jalandhar at 10.At 11,i am at the main gate of PTU.After 5 hours,my stars shine and i had my DMC.At 9 pm i was at home.I wasted half day in buses and half day at PTU.

On tuesday,I got up at 8 in the morning.After having breakfast,i again slept.I wake up at 2. Then i realise i have to go to college.In the evening,I reached the hostel.Friends are demanding treat from me.Issuing a DMC from PTU is so difficlut,it deserve a treat..ha ha :-)

On Wednesday,i attend the classes.

Wednesday evening, i m not feeling well.At night worse thing happens,it converts into fever.Whole night i am fighting with fever.

On Thursday ,i am again at Bunk.Full day i am lying in bed.Some of my friends ENJOYING classes on this day.Amazing...Keep it up man,itz last sem.In the evening,we went to hospital for the medicine.

Friday morning,i left for home.At noon,i reach home.

The whole week goes blank.I have done nothing.But getting DMC is not a small acheivement.

The last Sem begins....

2009-09-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

This post must be written on 17th aug because we started sleeping in classes once again in 7th sem on 17th.Due to some net problems i am writing it today.

It was 1st aug 2006 when i entered the college and now i am in 7th sem,the last sem in the college.In the next sem we will on traning for six months.The semesters passed one by one.Their is no difference in the earlier sems,but this sem is special for everyone.When i talked with friends..all says "yaar kcuh tan different karna hai is last sem ch...".Everyone has different desire.Some wants the top posts in college socities.Some are fed up with the boring single nights so they want someone to always chat with them and some have found them.Chating whole day and nights with them.The main thing i have noticed in this sem is the conversion of singles into doubles.Everyone wants to have special someone.Some are trying to impress their special someones..and some others like me are just thinking when some miracle happens and SHE will be mine..i heared 'God help those who help themselves.' so no profit of thinking.Some are preparing for the higher studies or placements..some leave their game to enjoy the last days in college.Some have started blogging.Some started earning money from the internet.May God give them all what they want...I think last sem is the best sem in the college...much to do but only little time...wat about me..i have started blogging in this sem to keep connected with the friends...

Ending of one sided Love...

2009-08-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

I read these lines while surfing the net.These lines are for those who involved in one sided love. Last lines a one sided lover want to say to his lover.

Tainu takde -takde jihna ikk umar hai gujaari.
ohna nazraan ton aakhri salaam laindi ja……

jo ajj takk kade izhaar na kar sake.
ohna bullan ton ajj sajra paigaam laindi ja….

vekh tenu jo milda se mere dil nu.
oh sakoon te oh araam laindi ja…..

tu vekhya v ne,kade menu nazraan utha ke.
dil mere ton tere lai ,banda ehteraam laindi ja….

rehnda tere vich guwacha,tu te jandi ne mainu.
'grewal' nimane di, tu ajj pechaan laindi ja…….

ess ikk tarfa mohabbat di, enni ku kahani.
mere khawaban nu sajaya,tera eh ehsaan laindi ja….

ajj de reha mein tenu, jo ve sugataan.
terian ne sabb , tu shareaam laindi ja…..

Has PTU become dysfunctional?

2009-08-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

Click on the image to see it in original size...

source:http://www.tribuneindia.com/2009/20090809/main7.htm

Great Poetry

2009-05-06T20:24:00.000-07:00

The good you find in others, is in you too.
The faults you find in others are your faults as well.
After all, to recognize something you must know it.

The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well.
The beauty you see around you is your beauty.
The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are.

To change your world, you must change yourself.
To blame and complain will only make matters worse.
Whatever you care about, is your responsibility.
What you see in others shows you yourself.

See the best in others, and you will be your best.
Give to others, and you give to yourself.
Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful.
Admire creativity, and you will be creative.

Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.
Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Teach, and you will learn.

ve gal sun challia…

2009-05-06T06:37:00.001-07:00

Challa apne Punjab de folk music di ik nishani hai…bhawein oh Inayat Ali ne gaya hove ya Shaukat Ali ne te bhave Reshma ga rahi hove ya Gurdas Maan…challe di tone jhatt pachani jandi hai…bada time pehlan Gurdas Maan de yahoo group te sade ik member ne challe di translation cum explanation post kiti c. oh hu bu hu main ethe post kar riha. eh ik post di taran b nahi likhia hoya bas rough jehi explanation hai:

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This song is basically addressing to the Challa or a ring given by her beloved… Kyoki ashqi vich challe te mundri di boht value hai… As guy give Challa to his gal and get mundri from her in return, to convey their love for each other.
Hun oss kudi da mahi door baitha hai.. O ikalli kiss nal gallan kare.. Es karke mahi de ditte hoye challe naal hee o gallan kardi hai te aapne dukh dasdi hai.

1) ho jaavo ni koi mor liyavo,
ni mere naal gaya ajj lad ke,
oh allah kare jeh aa jaave sohna,
devan jaan kadma vich dhar ke.

I think this para is very clear to all, nothing to explain in it.

2) ho challa beri oye buhe, ve vatan mahi da door e,
ve jaana pehle poor e, ve gall sun challeya chora,
ve kahda laya ee jhora.

Jo beri saade buhe(darwaze/wehre vich) te lagi hai uss utte boor pya hai- (boor da matlab hai ki beri nu phull lagg gaye ne te kuch hee din baad iss utte phall (fruit) va lagg jayega.), par maahi da vatan ta door hai. Te hun jaddo ess beri te season da pehla phall laggega odo mein ohnu millan jaana. While addressing to the ring the girl is refering to her beloved, says ve dil deya chora (theif) meri jaan nu kyo jhora (dukh) laya hai?

3) ho challa khooh te dhariye, challa khooh te dhariye
ve gallan mooh te kariye,
ve sacche rabb ton dariye, ve gall sun challeya dhola,
ve rabb ton kahda ee ohla.

As this is a song, so to give it a rhythem the line ‘challa khooh te dhariye’ is used. Ehda matlab te sabb nu saaf hee hai ki put the ring at well. Par es da ikk hor matlab v ho sakda hai, jiven pehle jamaane vich kudian sirf pind de khooh takk hee jaandia sann, te khooh te jaana hee sirf ohna di outing ho jaandi c. Es karke kudi keh rahi hai ki maahi kade khooh te hee aa ke paani peen de bahaane mill lai. Te jo v gall tu karni yaa kehni hai mill ke kar. Ene dukh meinu naa de oss sachhe rabb to dar, os rabb to kade v kisse da v ohla (parda) nahi reha, matlab ki rabb sabb dekhda hai.

4) ho challa kaaliyan mirchan, ve mauhra pee ke marsaan,
ve sire tere chadsan, ve gall sun challeya dhola,
ve saad ke keeta ee kola.

Mauhra ikk boota (herb) hai, jiss nu ki dhatura v kehnde ne, te es da english name ‘Thornapple’ hai. Eh boht hee zehreela hunda hai, es boote to vee zehar banda hai. Hun kudi keh rahi hai ki v mahi tu meinu boht dukh ditte ne- saad ke keeta ee kola (yours deed have burnt me like a coal). Mein tere dukhan to tangg aa ke, tere naam da zehar pee ke marr jaana hai.

5) ho challa nau nau theve, ve puttar mithde meve,
ve allah sabh nu deve, ve gall sun challeya kanvaan,
ve manvaan thandiyan chaanvan.

Theva is a technique of gracing the ornaments. Hun ethe nau theve kyo keha gya meinu pakka nahi pata, par mere khyaal naal es da matlab hai ki saare Challe utte meenakari hoi hai. Jidda poora shigaarya hoya challa boht sohna lagda hai, eiven hee mavan nu aapne puttar boht pyaare lagde hann. Te mein oss rabb agge ardas kardi haan ki sabb nu rabb puttar deve.

6) ho challa kann diyan dandian, ve saare pind vich bhandian,
ve gallan chajj paa chandian, ve gall sun challeya dhola,
ve saad ke keeta ee kola.

Kann diyan danddian sone da chota jeha gehna hunda hai jo ki koke waang bareek jeha hunda hai , jyada karke kuwaria kudian hee dandian paundia ne, vyahi kudi wadde kaatien(ear ring) paundia ne. Ess pehre vich mutiyaar kehndi hai ki jaddon mein mahi diya dittia hoia danddian paia, taa saare pind vich mera naam khraab keeta gya (bhandian da matlab hai naame khraab karna). Te loka ne saadi gall saare paase udda ditti. (’Chajj’ is made up of wooden straws and is use to take out the unwanted things from wheat or other cereals. Its english name is ‘winnow’)

7) ho challa gal di ve gani, ve tur gaye dilan de jani
ve meri dukhan di kahani, ve aa ke sunja dhola
ve tethon khada ee ohla

Dil de jaani door chale gaye ne, te mere palle hun dukh hee dukh ne. Ve mahi mere aa ke dukh sun lai, tere kolo kisse v cheez da parda (ohla) nahi hai.

8 ) ho challa paya ee gehne, oye sajan beli na rehne
oye dukh zindri de sehne, ve gal sun challeya dhola
ve kahda pana ee raula

Gehne pa dena matlab hai girvi rakhna (collateral). Is duniya vich sanjan-mitar sada nahi rehne, te zindgi vich dukh takleef aundi hee rehndi hai. Matlab je es duniya vich har ikk neikk naa ikk din khatam ho jaana hai fer faltu de jhagre-ladai kiss gall de?

Great Poem

2009-04-11T22:04:00.000-07:00

I have read this poem in my cousin's book.I like it and i am sharing it here. I forgot the poet's name.

I know not whence I came,
I know not whither I go;
But the facts stands clear that I am here
In this world of pleasure and woe,
And out of the mist and murk
Another truth stands plain;
It is in my power,each day and hour,
To add to its joy or pain.

I know that the earth exists,
It is none of my business why;
I cannot find out what it's all about,
I would but waste time to try,
My life is a brief,brief thing,
I am here for a little space;
And while I stay I would like,if I may,
To brighten and better the place.

The trouble,I think, with us all
Is the lack of a high conceit.
I each man thought he was sent to his,
To make it a bit more sweet.

Cease wondering why you came,
Stop looking for faults and flaws;
Rise up today in your pride and say;
I am part of the first great cause!
However full the world.
There is room for earnest man.
It had need of me,or I would not be;
I am here to strengthen the plan.

CAREER SONG

2009-04-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

1. when in college : Hum honge kaamiyaab, Hum honge kaamiyaab ek din.....

2. when giving interview to Multi National Company: Tu hi re.. Too hi re ....tere binaaa main kaise jiyunn....

3. waiting for interview result: Intehaa ho gai Intzaarki.. aayinaaa kuch khabar mere yaarki...

4. just joined: Too cheez bhadi hai mast mast.....

5. after some time: Ye kahaan aagaye hum??

6. After some more time: Naa koyi umang hai, naa koyi tarang hai, mere jindagi kya ek kati Pathang hai (booohoooo)

7. floating the resume: kabootar ja ja ja... kabootar ja ja ja... pehele pyar ki peheli chitti...

8. finally when you don't get a better offer any longer: Jeena yehaan, marna yehaan iske si wa jaana kahaan...!!!

Love with me,my soul too

2009-01-31T19:52:00.000-08:00

Don't think of me every time,
Don't miss me all day all night.
Just love me for a moment truly,
That would br perfectly alright.

Don't dream about me in sleep,
Don't prove your love to me.
Love is beyond doubts and proofs,
I need no special efforts from thee.

Don't bring any gifts for me,
Just bring me love-pure and true.
Don't love simply my body and face,
Love with me,my soul too.

Xams are over..!!!

2009-01-07T04:33:00.000-08:00

Thank God!!! Xamz are over..today..lots of tension..so from today i m free to surf the web world..so happy new year friends..have fun....:-)

Contact

2008-09-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

You can contact me at:-

kuldeepsidhu88@gmail.com

kuldeepsidhu88@yahoo.com

About Me

2008-09-12T20:10:00.000-07:00

Myself Kuldeep Sidhu.I have done my Engg. in Computers.My hobbies are listening music,reading books,surfing net....